radicallychanged

Saturday, June 11, 2005

props my eyes open

HELLO!
i am in changi arport, using the lousy computer at terminal. i am so so so tired, and we still have a hour to go before we can board the plane.
we need your prayers: we do not have a fixed boking for our hotelin Dubai! imagine if we can't find a place to rest for the night.. what a ol experience that will be! but maybe not... not if it will be anythig like i am going through now. i fell asleep while pushing the luggage trolley and nearly walked into two pillars, my mother and thebugy that was travelling past me. NOTE to self: even though it is duty-free in te airport, itis VERY EXPENSIVE. i can hardly keep my eyes open, and mycontact lenses are drying up. i have approximately 1o minutes left to finish this entree, which i am typing pain stakenly slowly because the keyboard has been punished so hard by previous users that it is no longer sensitive to the touch, unless you punch the keys with brute force like i am doing now. I think i am starting to look forward t the trip... it's a bit late, but at least i am starting to feel positive about it! i can't wait to walk in the gardens of London and see those amazing amazing castles! but most of all, i want to walk into a field of lavender and pluck some sprigs to season my bible at home, and dream of trinity and CTSS. i still have the sprig of lavender that i plucked on the last day of camp, although the scent's almost gone now. i feel so so sad, cos i'll be missing worship for TWO sundays! how i yearn to be in GOd's presence again, surrounded by fellow worhsippers, with the freedom and ease to go down on my knees! i think that one day, i shall gather up my courage to dance, or run around the sanctuary like i feel like doing everytime i worship. Going down on you knees is worshipful, but DANCING, now that is PRAISE.
i am lloking forward to the peace and repose of england. good night singapore, i shal miss your food, your weather, but most of all, i shall miss my friends, and the church beside commonwealth mrt that is MY church.

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