dehydrated

I've just been reading my archives, and i realised that i've actually hit a spot of spiritual dryness. I mean, yeah, i still turn to God, and i still do my QT, but something's missing. That "first love" that paul accused the corinthians of lossing is lost. i've lost that spiritual enthusiasm. And i want it back. I want that exhileration that came with it, i want that peace, and i want that fervour. That burning passion to know more and more.
lately, QT has been pretty dry and uninspiring, because i have not had a QT book to go by.
Dear Lord, bring me back to you. Lord, i will seek you lord, once more, with that fervour and passion that i once did. Forgive me for growing indifferent, for not placing you utmost first in thoughts and deeds and words. Reveal your heart to me, Lord. "earnestly i seek you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water."